I’ve decided to name her. She is teaching me. And all good teachers need a respectable name. I need to honor her, not hate her, because if I hate her, I hate me.
Life keeps throwing things at me. Really hard things. Crappy, painful things.
My latest hit came from out of nowhere on Friday and completely blind-sided me. I felt accused (because I was). And I am not allowed to face my accusers. And decisions are being made on the basis of alleged events. Awful decisions which devastated me.